trash talker
SIDEWAY SLIPPERS

I'll hide who I am. I'm barely legal yet I know things not really fit for my age. I'm a self-proclaimed know-it-all, I know things but it dawns on me once in a while that I don't know EVERYthing. I'm open minded and I can talk a lot about things, things that kids my age shouldn't talk about, serious things that take it's toll on my screwed up life. But after all, I'm a 17 year old, and that's still an excuse for talking like a love struck OMGZ!tweeny. Oh, and I have minor inferiority complex.

I'm a part time lover
and a full time friend, I could be
a monkey on your back.

one year early
I first made this blog to create the "musings of a barely legal 17 year old" hence the name ONE YEAR EARLY. I don't post here often, and one day I came across it and realized the last few posts were about my crappy love life. Yeah, shitloads of crap, I then thought, wow, I could be on to something. So instead of making this a sappy love blog, I just thought of making this an anonymous blog since nobody really reads it.

This shit is so PETE WENTZ.

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skin by heroine
{ Sunday, January 6, 2008 }
{ 1month and 4 days, nice try but no. }

It's over.

With no proper closure, with no proper reason. It just ended in a flash. I don't know, I'm confused, I don't know what to do.

I love him so much, my heart actually bleeds for him. He just doesn't feel that I do. And he just doesn't know how much I do.

He said he doesn't feel loved. He said I don't give importance to our relationship. He said that I don't love him that much. He said that he's already falling for somebody. Is it all my fault?

He said he loves me too much. But why the hell is he doing this to me?

..And there will I be, after a month, waiting for his impossible return. I love him, he says he loves me too, why can't everything be as simple as 1+1?

I'ts over, but not really.

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